How I want to remember you.

I want to learn your body by heart. I want to look at how our fingers intertwine and feel like my hands were made to hold yours. I want to feel how my lips fit exactly in the crook of your neck and how no one else should touch my skin unless it's you. I want to spend the nights holding you and my mornings that way too, and the thought that'll make us go through the day will be the one of how our bodies tangle when we come together again. 

I want to memorize your scent and I want it to be my favorite perfume. And I know that you shouldn't make homes out of people but maybe this time it's you who made me an inhabitant of your soul, and no matter where I am, I want to remember how you smell like love and no matter how long it's going to take, I always want to come back home, back to love, back to you. 
I want your voice to calm me down and the only thing I'll ask of you is to let it be my favorite sound.
I want to get lost in your eyes at the idea that no matter how many faces they see, they don't see anyone as they see me. I want to get drunk on the idea that your eyes only see me, no matter how many others are watching you.

I want you to keep me in the deepest place of your soul, that way if you ever want to get me out, you'll realize that I'm the part of you that you adore the most. 
I want to know what places had other people inside your soul and wherever they didn't manage to get - I want to be the only that gets there.
And one day I'm going to let you know me by heart too. Know me so well that when I'm lost, you'll be the only one who'll find me. 

I want to learn you by heart - your body and your soul.

I want to remember you being mine.
And I don't want to forget what being yours feels like.

Or maybe I want to never have to remember you, because I'd rather keep you as my most vivid memory later on, when we're standing next to each other and look back at how we made it. 

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Autumn's summer feels

August nights that stick to your skin 
and found their place under it,
Lovers that go and
all the love that remains,
All those heartbeats you skipped
just hearing him call your name,
Arms that kept you warm
when you were afraid,
Looks that give you chills and
brown eyes to never forget,
That smile that stays printed
in the back of your mind,
And the kind of look in your eyes
only he could awaken,
All this behind 
but with you still,
And then everything that got
you two on separate ways.